Wednesday, July 28, 2004 @ 8:28 pm
-frustrated-
sleepy,had a consultation for nls todae, went to school like freaking early, wad made it worst...eunice, asked me stupid questions, so jus played along with her... argh.. cant stand her...irritating like shit... during the consultation she kept going on and on about how the lacto-ovo- veggieppls should eat tofu like every freeking day,i was like shaking my head and looking down...like wad the hell!!lacto ovo ppl can eat milk products...even ms ong was confused, i gave a sarcastic laugh, ms ong did the same.. argh... these stupid teachers are like all out to confuse us...FpQA, NLS...misleading us.. tell us wad u wanT!
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sleepy,had a consultation for nls todae, went to school like freaking early, wad made it worst...eunice, asked me stupid questions, so jus played along with her... argh.. cant stand her...irritating like shit... during the consultation she kept going on and on about how the lacto-ovo- veggieppls should eat tofu like every freeking day,i was like shaking my head and looking down...like wad the hell!!lacto ovo ppl can eat milk products...even ms ong was confused, i gave a sarcastic laugh, ms ong did the same.. argh... these stupid teachers are like all out to confuse us...FpQA, NLS...misleading us.. tell us wad u wanT!
had break, no time to go anywhere else to eat, had to settle for the boring AS-mobile food, damn in palatable, like not fit for human consumption.then came FI tutorial, boring as hell. FPQA tut was to boring, fell asleep a few times, everygrp had to present...when it came to me, i got tongue tied... the words came out funny, as i spoke cai, en, cass laughed i fumbled..ah.. who cares.. i dont give a fuck!
catering was ok todae,cooked lotsa stuff, creme of mushroom soup, coldslaw, chicken fillet, boiled veggi, and apple crumble.. so nice.. ate and ate... like shoik...
fooled ard the kitchen, teacher came out and scolded me and teresa...like fuck.. i jus walked away...talked to some other ppl.. stupid sister called ask if she could use my com to burn some chena CD for her shit head stupid friends...of course i said NO..i burn for u when i come home... she dint like wad i said, called n ask like 5 time.. got damn pissed.. like wad the fuck is ur prob... dint like the attitude...so juz hang up on her...it's like i owe her, she wants me to do sth for her, treat me like that..i dont mind doing it but ask nicely...
listening to the WOW worship CD now.. it feels so comforting... esp the song " give us clean hands"
catering was ok todae,cooked lotsa stuff, creme of mushroom soup, coldslaw, chicken fillet, boiled veggi, and apple crumble.. so nice.. ate and ate... like shoik...
fooled ard the kitchen, teacher came out and scolded me and teresa...like fuck.. i jus walked away...talked to some other ppl.. stupid sister called ask if she could use my com to burn some chena CD for her shit head stupid friends...of course i said NO..i burn for u when i come home... she dint like wad i said, called n ask like 5 time.. got damn pissed.. like wad the fuck is ur prob... dint like the attitude...so juz hang up on her...it's like i owe her, she wants me to do sth for her, treat me like that..i dont mind doing it but ask nicely...
the class ate the chicken, it was supposed to be graded, the teacher came in and blasted at us, threatened to give us a big fat ZERO for this practical,so we tried to trick her..we still had some chicken in the over, so we juz plate it all in diff plates garnish and say it's cooked with diff methods,she bought it! so stupid!! yay no ZERO.. aft that ate, washed the dishes, mopped the floor and headed home..
came home to a big fight with my sister and mom, same issue...she insisted that i burn it for her NOW... i wanted to make things diff, dont want to let her have her way all the time.. as usual got threaten again.. i dont caRE! i'm already so frustrated with school, exams are nearing, deadlines projects,consultation, exams is on monday! havent really touched my notes.. so going to not do well...
came home to a big fight with my sister and mom, same issue...she insisted that i burn it for her NOW... i wanted to make things diff, dont want to let her have her way all the time.. as usual got threaten again.. i dont caRE! i'm already so frustrated with school, exams are nearing, deadlines projects,consultation, exams is on monday! havent really touched my notes.. so going to not do well...
supposed to be studying now, no mood to do anything except stone... cant help blogging...there's so much on my mind so i'll juz dump a few shitty events in this enrty... feels better now... might be able to concentrate and study *hope so*...at times i feel like giving up, but there's a voice inside that pushes me on...
frustrated, pissed, irritated and tired...with everything, everybody...
just putting up a strong front..very venerable actually
wish this all could just end fast and easy...there's got to be an easier way
havent gone for judo for like a long time..
going to miss out on all the fun this weekend...sigh... :(
just putting up a strong front..very venerable actually
wish this all could just end fast and easy...there's got to be an easier way
havent gone for judo for like a long time..
going to miss out on all the fun this weekend...sigh... :(