Wednesday, March 31, 2004 @ 10:54 pm
school's alright @ the moment... tt's all i can sae for this two days...projects due next week..havent even started...judo training is like hell...train till could hardly breath...halfway broke dwn...couldnt take it...
todae school was as usual...teachers damn crap...all the Stress THey give us...was dosing off during BNF and Maths.. DAmn Tired...4 more weeks @ most.. den i'll be free FRom All this TOrture! EXamS..EXamS.. haiz...aft school went home.. tried to do some of the FC project.. or else my grp mates would complain* u know who u are* had bmic test on tue...studied..but still cant seem to get the answers outta my head... i felt like a gold fish *3 sec memory*
Went for a jog ard the bedok reservoir with daryl and trace..bumped in to grace! whoa.. she jogs...so fit!the jog was fun...perspired alot...the air was fresh.. den took a bus back home for dinner... argh.. gtg..get back to my FC project and other work...
IT'S KILLIng me,
taking my life away...:(
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Monday, March 29, 2004 @ 8:24 pm
long dae...school was quite ok...got scolded my the BNF tutor... polar bear...haiz...sad.... tmr going to have 2 tests... haiz.. probably gg to fail one...bmic is tough... dun understand a shit abt wad's gg on...glycolysis...EDP...ATP... like wad the hell... haiz... tough... cant wait till aft april..HOLIz... yay...cant stand some of my class mates.. they're so selfish...dun even wanna share wad they know...and they expect us to help them out with things they dun understand...i think tt they should get this in their heads sharing is 2 ways...if it's one sided.. it wouldnt be called sharing... a bunch of selfish pigs...argh...pissed with their attutide...wont die to share rite? we help one another...we improve together...STUPID! ahhhhh... this week is going to be hectic... ahhhhh...cant wait for the weekend...there's so much to worry abt...it's juz so StreSsful...kk.. shall get back to my notes now... or else i'll confirm fail tmr....
They tell us that suicide is the greatest piece of cowardice... that suicide is wrong; when it is quite obvious that there is nothing in the world to which every man has a more unassailable title than to his own life and person.
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Sunday, March 28, 2004 @ 10:49 pm
haiz..confused... sad....tired...dunno it's a mixture...but.. life goes on... judo was fun today.. tiring.. but good! got a few more bruises... but it's ok.. den went for the evening mass..den dinner... dinner was good...i wanted cartel.. but it was too pack.. haiz...so had to make do with the noodle place.. but it was good...the coming week is gg to be a tough and tiring one... hectic week... got project consultations, TEsts... and judo training...the training is like hard... the weaker we get during training the better.. coz after that we feel stronger... yay... mat burns, aches and pain...the sweat..*yuck, stinky aft tt*
LOSING MY FRIENDS..i think by the time i die.. i'll be all ALone...
yesterDAy
went to help out @ the church canteen.. met debs, nic*kow* , remus. gab, daryl...went for dinner @ kenny's @ suntec...trace came later...so did Teresa...den headed dwn to siglap...wanted sit some where and talk but everywhere crowded.. or we dun have enuf $$ so took the bus back.. with trace and daryl...they walked me to my lift.. den bumped into my dad @ the door...took a quick shower den followed him and master yeo to pick sausage finger up from the airport *japan*...trace and daryl came along too... saw this REALLY REALLY REALLY CUTE jap little boy... trace was like CRAzY...we were like..."oooorhh.. SOOOo CUTE!!!!" juz couldnt keep our eyes off him... den went for supper.. @ blk 85.. ate bak chor mee.. satay...the oyster egg thingy*dun like so din eat..* walked home with my dad...got home changed and slept.. too tired...
People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. Juz because they're nt on ur road doesn't mean they've gotten lost...
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Friday, March 26, 2004 @ 8:33 am
in school now... argh.. came to school like an hour earlier.. argh.. onli goondoo haiz... den call teresa ng hui xian and she's also a goondoo...we thought that the lecture started @ 8.... ahhhhhhh!!!!AAHHHHHH... so stupid... sat outside the library waiting for it to open... ahhhh.. soooo HOT!!!! hot hot hot..should have checked the timetable b4 gg to sleep last night... could have slept for an hour longer... had judo yesterday.. too tired to blog when i came home.... it was fun but tiring...they turned off all the fan.. so we were like sweating like mad...HOT...yea... TIRED...
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Wednesday, March 24, 2004 @ 10:04 pm
so tired...fell asleep for almost all the classes i had todae haiz...getting really stressed.. no time to study for my exams, projects deadline is like soon and i havent even started on it.. so dead.. but i'm not the only one...our projeect grp of 4 is like onli dwn to 3 coz the other grp mate like very bz... nv meet up with us to do the project.. it was the same for the last one... she gets the grades w/o doing much... it's like so not fair...gave her a lousy peer evaluation...haiz... juz got no mood to do anything.. it's like the worst week eva... with all the test and stuff..next week is gg to be worst...haiz...AAAHH STRESSED!!!!!!!!!
People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. Juz because they're nt on ur road doesn't mean they've gotten lost
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Tuesday, March 23, 2004 @ 11:07 pm
tired..shagged...achy...training was quite tough todae...yay... the competition is in 11th APRIL..* PLS come SUppOrt us...* they added another training during the week.. argh.. now it's 4 times instead of the usual 3...we're improving...yay! school was as usual todae.. had the maths quiz..argh.. hpoe i pass.. yikes there's a FC quiz first thing in the morning tmr... argh.. 8am! havent finished studying.. shall study now..
i may have to stop blogging for a while....very bz..training, school... projects... EXaMs are like in less than a month... sobZsobz...
Alot has been happening in my life. So much so that i'm about to scream and just disappear from the face of the earth.
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Monday, March 22, 2004 @ 9:45 pm
ooh.. havent blogged for a day...sorrie all those who r viewing my blog faithfully everyday...yupyup... here's wad i did and done yesterday and todae..
SunDAy..
work up realy early for the 845 mass... den had the genesis meeting @ 1045, ppl late as usual...den had lunch with my parents...went to the judo club early...@ 12 plus... den started to warm up on my own...did some exercise with the ball... den the bicycle tyre thingy...den some break falls... was all sweaty b4 class.. eeks...must have stinked... haiz...trying to do a better morote *dunno how to spell*.. trace hurt her shoulder when daryl threw her... *trace: woman rest that shoulder...See yah for training tmr...* aft class had a rematch ground work with chris...got pinned down once...i need to be more aggressive... den got dragged to dinner with my parents.. got home.. den found out from my friend tt there's a test tmr... almost died...i think i gg to fail the test... haiz..
MoNDAe...
ah... long day, had the stupid BNF test first thing in the morning...sigh...lab was ok todae den bmic tut... thought tt it would nv end...got a little scolding from the lecturer coz i was yak yak yakadi-ing away.. while she was talking.. but heck care... aft that.. had an hour break.. went to norgen Vaz... saw ade and her friends...ordered my ice cream and sat dwn and talked to my friends...talked abt wad we were gg to be in the future... i dunno..wad i'm gg to be.. i have no idea... Nutritionist? food technologist?? haiz...it's so near yet so far...i'm super stressed this week... although i dun look stressed but inside i am like really really StrEssed up *juz abt to pop*...been kinda moody...but nv show it in school.. dun wan to affect my classmates... they're stressed too... haiz...the ExamS are like in Less than a Month...there's a mStAts test tmr.. argh.. shall stop here.. i NEED to STUDY!
You're the kind of friend
Who always bends when I'm broken,
Like remember when...
You took my heart and put it back together again
Ultimate...Lindsay Lohan
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Saturday, March 20, 2004 @ 11:00 pm
FRiDaY...*ToO TIrED tO bLoG*...
ah.. had school as usual, 6 hours of boring lec...sat there like wad like that.. stoned...laughed... and best of all made fun of my teachers...i kinda sang the DODo advert theme song.. and my friends all laughed till they were like CrYing...den made fun of our BNF lecturer...this time she wore a green pants and a matching top...her usual nick was Ms.polar bear... but GREEn... so ms. algae-ed covered polar bear...so laughed like mad... i had to used the notes to cover my face...coz i was like right infront...aft school chantel*a.k.a mommy, a.k.a. Ah NerD* went to mega to play pool, met remus and nigel there.. played till 7 den went for judo...yaay!!training!! i might be going for the white belt competition.. so muz train hard...aft judo, went to lionel's dad's bowling alley played somemore pool... till one plus ...den had to go home coz dad called... ahh.. wished i could stay out longer...ahh..took a cab home...tired!!
sAtUrDay
went to watch the black belt grading @ ports town rd...they were not too good.den went to temasek Club, played a little jackpot, lost $$ :'( den went to the pub.. had a drink played pool with dad and chris and another guy from our church.. played alot...den went to nicky house.. ate...walked to get nats and nic...ooh.. her house is NICE!!! SOOO NICe... sat ard some more, talked...stoned...den went home with nats and nic...yup here i am typing all this... arGH...
things are ChaNging All the Time...
where's the CrAzY, fUn and NoiSy me, i used to know...
i know tt i'm not alone...but..
i dun even knoW wad's wRONg wITh me...
i need to find a way to let it all out...n..
i know tt i've been really mean...*soRRie*
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Thursday, March 18, 2004 @ 11:09 pm
i guess i'm feeling better todae... still sick though...manage to "kope" a harzardous autoclavable bag and some sterile tube used to dilute concentrated bacteria...
a boring dae,heard lotsa rumors tt it was my grp was the one who got the ZERO...den was quite lost and scared for awhile...while waiting anxiously for the interview todae, havent felt that nervous for a long time...din get a ZeRo for the project.. YAaAAaYy... instead got a B+ the teacher said she wished tt she could have given us an A.. coz of the the information we forgot to add in... wad a pity...she asked us alot of tough questions...got stump on some...but i was like answering the questions*part of it* for others coz they got stuck...i guess it helped alot...glad tt the interview's OVER! PHew... *relief*aft that went to the com lab to continue on our other project...den went to the Jupiter cafe, had a hotdog, took the bus home alone as my friends had class till late...got home, finished of some of the tutorials i din do.. and stuff...
Round and round here we go again
Same old start, same old end
Turn my head
And turn back again
Same old stuff never ends
Do this, do that
Can't deal Can't deal with that
I tune in, tune out
I've heard it all before
Hello, goodbye
Never asking me why,
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
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Wednesday, March 17, 2004 @ 10:40 pm
sick, caught a flu, tired...dunno wad i should be feeling right now...troubled? sad? annoyed? offended? Disappointed? maybe all...sigh... just cant help dwelling on it...i dun like to be told how to live my life...it's MY life!
Sure we be living a dream
And now we wanna live on
But we gotta leave this game behind
And know who we really are
now i dunno if my grp's going to get a big fat 0 for the project we did weeks ago, coz of plagiarism from the internet..but we din copy wholesale...i've to admit tt we copied a little from books...argh...tmr's the interview...there's rumors saying tt it's my group...ahhhh....will i have to repeat the module next yr? will i fail the interview? praying tt the rumors r not true... my life in TP can't get any worst...just when i thought it was bad enuf it gets worst...i'm probably jinxed...sigh
so SIcK and TiRed Of this So CaLLed liFe i Have...
Oh.. WAD life???!!
juZ CAnt seem To DO anYThiNG right!
so Let Me Sleep, i dun Want EvEr to wAke...
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@ 12:22 am
school was tiring todae, lectures started @ 8 todae...slept @ 3 sth...din sleep well, coz my STUpiD cat had to pee on my bed.. spent some time washing up the sheets and stuff... got some cat pee on my hand when i tried to check the position of the pee...haiz.. den slept w/o covers and protector... the bed damn dusty...kept blowing my nose.. woke up to find sth to blow.. haiz.. woke up @ 730.. was like gg to be late..haiz.. aft my classes at 5...din know where to go... wad like wandering ard the school aimlessly, den decided to head to the library to juz play online games... den 6 o'clock came.. headed to take 15 to parkway for judo, reached there ard 635, went to the bakery to get a bite.. walked slowly to the club, trace , my mom and sis were there, WOW... trace todae so early.. so not her...den sat there talked.. and stuff...my throws todae are not up to par, all like shit... weighed myself to see which weight cat. i belonged to.. *heavy weight* sigh... i shall try to loose weight..cut dwn on my food and stuff*torture* sobZ...
i gave Alot of thought abt this...
i'm not FAKE...
i dun LIE...
it's so not ME...
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Monday, March 15, 2004 @ 11:39 pm
ah.. wad a long shity dae.. although with a 4 hour long break, it was tiring... during that break went to the library to try to complete my formal report...but couldnt in the end.. couldnt concentrate... there was so much on my mind...argh.. yea.. shall blog it @ my other blog...ooh yea.. saw a pair of studs @ the carts todae.. maybe i shall get them tmr... haiz.. i rained heavily todae...nice weather to sleep.. but wad am i doing it now? WOrking on my FC report.. argh.. tired..tmr's the deadline... i laughed alot todae... made fun of the CSAS teacher...and the rugby teacher... WHoopS.. it's the BNF teacher... she's going to twist the heads off the students who copied from the website for their project.. weired teacher!...lets hope it's not my grp...haiz.. sTResS...arhhh.. here i am typing against the clock.. i need sleep.... got judo tmr... i think i'll juz drop dead aft a few throws.. argh.. not fun anymore...my throws are getting worst due to the restrictions made by my BOdy...ahhh.. shall get back to my report now..
AHH i HATE sChooL...
it's driving me NuTZ!!!!! :S
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@ 12:23 am
woke up feeling tired! dragged myself to mass...this time sat with my FamilY...went out with remus,debs and holly...to suntec to get Kow's present!din go for judo.. coz tired and the elbow was painful sobz... we bought her a tealight holder...WOW.. it was nice.. had lunch @ o'Brian * i think tt's wad it was called.. forgot the name already* den met up with nats...walked ard...and waited for ade to come...but din in the end :(, getting used to it...haiz..dear twin MIA-ing alot these days* den met up with the judo ppl...sat ard @ mrs fiElDs...den walked ard somemore... i bought a bottle of Jam.. from the aussie fair @ the raffles city...yea...quite Ex but it was goodwaited for teresa to come...den had dinner with teresa, lionel and chris @ the marina food centre.. had bak chor mee.. it was yummalicious! met up with remus and the rest who had dinner @ soup spoon...den walked to the 14 bus stop...they wanted to have sth drinks @ siglap...but i din follow.. so headed home... the ride home was long...fooled ard in the bus...haiyo...everybody was looking @ us...gosh esp the lady sitting opposite me...she was like trying hard not to laugh.. but she did in the end...when daryl,lionel,debs,teresa, remus and chris dropped off @ siglap...the rest of the journey i tried to do some of my lab report.. but couldnt really concentrate...got home...toasted some bread and tried out the jam... it was Good!!!! yea... with the help of trace, managed to add music and the cute cursor...nice rite!! btw the song is my S Club 7... Let Me Sleep...kk... argh.. tired.. there's a long and stressfull week ahead of me... so i need sleep now...:P
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Saturday, March 13, 2004 @ 11:33 pm
wad a day, woke up did my tutorials as i watched TV, channel 61 free movie channel for a month i think..had lunch and watched more tv...hAIz..and did more work... but was watching more than doing work...the house was so peaceful, everybody was out...yea.. had the whole house to myself...but felt quite lonely aft awhile.. lucky i had jerry to juz sit there and watch tv with me...den one my one they came home, @ ard 7 plus, got ready to go for my aunt's bbq party...it was pouring, but we still had the bbq... the food was GOOD, there was sausages *not the usual one,these were big fat juicy ones...yummy.. * beef, chicken, and best of all PotAtO SaLaD!!YUMMY! had alot of potaTo salad,den got bored.. so played with the tealight candles...dipped my fingers in liquid wax, pain, hot, but DunnO why, it felt good...i looked kinda stupid *like an 18 year old playing with wax and fire...*, but i dun care...reached home @ 11...hiaz...nuubody's online now, ahhhh.. wanna tok to somebody!!! bottled up!!!
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Friday, March 12, 2004 @ 12:11 am
becoming a blog addict!blogging everyday since i got it!whoa! yea.. had an ok day to dae...6 hours of lecture...yea.. it was boring.. but wad to do. went to school with aches and pain... haiz... cramps from judo got better.. but the elbow had gotten worst...i think i might have to stop judo for a while to let the elbow get better...yea...when i got home after school, tried to start on my report, but ended up watching tV...yea..almost done with the introduction though...hopefully can finish up the report by sunday...had dinner @ home...den went to church for the workshop *last one* after the workshop they wanted to go to siglap to grab some food...but i din follow, din wanna walk, din wanna strain my legs...dun wanna get another muscle cramp while walking...or talking... juz feel so confined to routine...same old shit! day in and day out...PROJECT, REPORTS, TUTORIALS,LECTURES and LAB...*i like to complain, so WAD?! :P* so sick of it all!!!
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Thursday, March 11, 2004 @ 11:45 pm
school was as usual again... boring as eva...couldnt wait for it to end...aft school todae stayed back to try to figure out how to do the FC report...@ the library.. with chantel *mommy, of the tel-lets* and stella *sister CaRteL* we sat there and started to work on the report* argh.. due on tues* when to get reference books from the red spot, and tried to figure out wad the aim of the experiment was..haiz* ROse-gottlieb method and another one i forgot the name..* we started talking and drifted into juz talking abt our past and the friends we had...den the librarian went over to our table and told us to pipe down.. i guess we were really noisy...talking and laughing...haiz.. so embarrassing...yup...@ about 6 my dad came to pick me up to go for dinner.. @ the old airport food centre... had BBQ sting RAy.. sambal kang kong...yummy...den headed for judo...got thrown ard as usual....but todae's session was quite slack... did some groundwork with chris, got sQuashed as usual...ellbow's pain got worst!*shit i'm whining already* during Randori with trace...when i was trying to counter the attack i felt a cramp...it was the worst one i've had... on my calf...was like rolling on the mat in pain...den trace got worried...when i started to tear...DAMN pain! almost died-ed when my dad tried to stretch my leg...couldnt walk... haiz... den jane our therapist helped to ease the pain by winding some tape ard my calf, felt better...coundnt continue.. so juz sat @ the side...den had some ice applied to the cramps... i think during the warm up we din do much stretching....i'll get better tmr.. YEY!
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Wednesday, March 10, 2004 @ 11:47 pm
haiz... the com screwed up again, was blogging a whole chunk of stuff and it juz had to hang!! aRgh..ok...let me re-type it again, if i remember... blahz..todae.. had school as usual, nothing interesting really happened...todae's lecture started really early... i wore the wrong colour shirt to school to dae.. argh*bright orange-pink*NUU.. thought that it would be cold so will put on the sweater the whole day... but it din rain...argh.. got hot so had to take my sweater off, i stuck out like a sore thumb, so birght...i think i shall stick to my usual colours... *black and white.. or anything DARK* unless i feel mad or crazy...or have nth to wear...had lunch with chris and nats todae @ business park...den spoted ade, so went up to sae hello!yea.. den i had to rush to FC tutorial... lucky wasnt late...as usual the tutor bore us to death with her boring lesson thank god it's only for an hour...den went home straight after school, really tired... slept as soon as i got home...woke up @ 7 or so.. had dinner, den went online chatted for a while den watched american idol!! Jon PeTer Lewis is GOOd...cute too! blahz... flipped through my FC practical manual to try to think of a way to write the formal report...the result the whole cohort got is a mess, all the values are really weird...the difference is huge!! it's so stupid...deadline is tues and i havent got a clue wad we're suppose to report on...i think i must buck up...i'm falling behind, must start reading up*i can do it!!(i think)*... b4 it's too late...ah neck ache...ahhhh...going to bed now...
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Tuesday, March 09, 2004 @ 8:25 pm
ah..another rainy day,so cold and sick... got the flu, a bad neck *how much worst can my dae get* and suffer cramps...almost die from the pain...got really bad during math, couldnt concentrate, din copy the answers. there was a CSAS summary Test...argh... wrote crap, handed in my paper b4 the time and juz walked out of the room...went to the business park to crab a bite before the stupid UIR. tot of going home after the test, but it would mean tt i had to get MC, argh. nv so juz sat at the lab and played yahoo games...the lesson is so boring, the assignment itself lasted 15 minutes @ most...it's a waste of time!headed home... tired and hungry!din go for judo todae,if i did i'd probably juz drop dead the next day or my head would juz roll off...*i guess i'm not making any sense here* oh i'll juz stop here....
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Monday, March 08, 2004 @ 10:45 pm
wad a long dae...woke up with a terrible neck ache.*think it's a sprain, i'll live*..wanted to take MC todae... but cant had to go to school todae... coz there's a STupiD UIR test!! argh!! got to school pretty early as usual!!i'm an early bird!first lesson was BNF long as usual... this time we had to calculate our BMI (body mass index) our tutor *lets call her miSs Polar BeaR* brought a weighing scale and a measuring tape!! we had to take our weight and height! argh... when it was my turn...i got a huGE shoCK!! i put so much more weight than i thought!!!*LeTs not reveal* NUUU...but i grew taller.. 1 cm!! ARGh.. now i'm classified as OVERWEIGHT*LuCky not Obese!* sobZ... :'( the tutorial classroom was FreeZing!! even with a sweated on...den aft claz went to business canteen to eat... had rice from the nasi padang *as usual!* din have much of an appetite so ate a little, couldnt finish the rice...den headed for FC lab, cant stand that stumpy Lab TeaCHer...din really pay attention during lab, so when i went to get the petroleum ether forgot to wear gloves.. got some spilled on my hands... argh.. soo cooling... but had to wash it off.. they placed the bottle in the fumehood for a reason yah know!!might explode if it can into contact with fire!!kk... den while waiting for the results of the experiments, we went for a break...went to buy food! i exchanged shoes with chantel!! Walk ard with it till the end of the day...it was comfy! den had to change back @ the end of the day...argh.. Humphrey our tutor for Bmic tutorial din take us for tutorial todae... our new tutor is now Prya!! *nuu.. she KeepS nodding HeR head.. and so i follow...* she commented on me todae... she said "adelia, u're so smiley...not many ppl are like tt" *or sth like tt...it had the same meaning, cant remember exact phrase* she was my HAP tutor last sem... aft Bmic, had an hour break b4 the UIR test, so tried to study *hope to squeeze more useless information into my head* ARgh.. saturated already!!! the Stupid test was like CrAp....oh yah there were ppl copying from there notes b4 the paper started... the stupid lecturer put all the question on the seats... how dumb can the lecturer get!? are they BLIND or waD?! cant they see ppl copying!?! took 69 home...it was raining. it had been raining the WHOLE day.... ARGH.. we're going to DRown!!FLOOD!!! YEY!!! kk shall end here... i can go on and on and on.....bleahz!
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Sunday, March 07, 2004 @ 11:59 am
woke up went for 12 pm mass, den went for judo...got winded twice, my head hit the mat real hard todae...this time wen i got winded it felt more painful than the others i had b4...i landed like a sack of potatoes...happenedl during my randori session with linus...but i'll live...*dun worry* the pain faded after awhile...haiz..todae din reallt throw ppl...elbow got problem, dun seem to have enuf strength at the moment when i wanna throw.. ahhhh....it's been 3 trainings... ah when will this stupid elbow problem go AwaY...it's really making me lose interest in judo.. coz can't throw well...ahhhh... it feels like l'm fall apart! breaking up and chipping away part by part!!i think i'll become powdered b4 i get brown belt!!! haiz.. ground work was fun todae...aft class showered, met up with the rest of the group.. had macadies...was like FunGry!! had a BIG and tasty MEAL!! yummy... meet sam*lab partner* @ coffeebean outside of Macadies...den headed for parkway, coz debs wanted to buy bra... but din buy any in the end... yea.. den nats treated me ice cream * FAT FREE.. yey!!* went home with lionel ,chris,nats... took 14...long ride!!ahhh... so when i got home.. still hungry.. made cup noodles.. it was GOOD... tomyum...argh.. tmr got UIR test... havent really started.. so dead..juz hope to pass...shall stay up to finish studying.. or study tmr.. no mood to study!!! Tmr Channel news Asia coming to Island Judo Club to film... arh.. suppose to go there to PrEtENd to train.. but got the stupid UIR test!! so caNt go.... sobZ sobz..argh!! aaahhh ache like dunno wad!! ahhh....hate it!!!!nuuuu...when will all the aches and pain GO AWAY!!! ahhhhhh... WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?!
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Saturday, March 06, 2004 @ 8:45 pm
went shopping with my parents todae, first stop was branch *between lunch and breakfast* we had lor mee and char kway tweo @ the old airport food centre.. it was good!! one of the best char kway tweo i've eva had! den we headed for novena.. coz mom wanted to go for novena... so while waiting for her, we shopped ard novena squaRE... i bought lotsa stuff!!! yey!!the sports shop gave discounts!!went to PICKET & RAIL bought a coffee table and an end table!!after that we had to squeeze it into the car! there was hardly enuf space for mi and mi sis to sit!! den headed down to orchard!went to JL.. place for old ppl!! walked ard, it was packed with ppl... den went to RoBInsons, discovered a new perfume!! *Ralph Lauren* smells sth like the HUgo Woman but much better* AHH... shall buy a bottle when have more $$... den walked to heeren...to buy me a pair of sneakers...but unfortunately they dun have the SIze i want!!all too BIG or too small!! or no stock!! argh!!den went bought some card posters thingy *collecting them, have many on the wall in my ROom...* bought 2...still thinking where to put them up... on our way out stopped @ marche, grabbed hotdog buns!*snack* it was GOOD!!! yummy.. with all the mustard, ketchup and onion sauce!!! had to go home @ 4 plus coz my godparents were coming for dinner...had to carry the new furniture up to the house...it was heavy...the cardboard box cut my finger...so dad had to help me carry one side...got home, had to fix up the table b4 the guest arrive... but they arrived earlier than expected!! had steamboat for dinner... so full!!plan to study a little, later for my UIR test on MOnday... it's worth 15%... :(
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Friday, March 05, 2004 @ 11:59 pm
another tiring dae!had 6 hours of lecture!!! got back 2 papers todae, FC and Bmic... GUess wad?! failed Bmic...so sad :'(...disappointed...feel kinda stupid coz all my buddies PASSED!!*happie for them* it's making me lose interest in that subject...NVM shall working harder *easier said than done* i havent told my parents about it yet...i guess i'll have to break the news to them soon...went for leadership thingy todae, it was normal, did a target thingy, had to name 10 ppl who were significant in my life,it was a hard decision...they were...*not going to tell* it got me thinking about my friends and family...all those i put in the inner circle, i wonder if they'll place me in their inner circle in their lives or nearer to the outter circle...but i hope they feel the same way i feel abt them!*hope this makes sense* argh sometime i feel that i nodody's thinking of me...when i dont get any msg for the whole day! i dun believe it!...todae's session was conducted my Fr. Luke...wad he said todae made sense...for once! he's trying hard to fit in with the youths!! when the session ended we headed for supper.. @ dragon valley @ chai chee...i was too full to eat.. coz chris gave me a donut...*u had to make me feel guilty for not givin' u a dunkin'donut!! thanks anywae! it was GOOD!* met trace, nigel and daryl there...yup... trace sick today :( *GET WELL SOON* aft supper.. took a bus home with nats, benny and linus... the void deck was like Cockroachified!! there were like so many lying ard... arGH.. freaky!!! i hate them!!
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Thursday, March 04, 2004 @ 12:00 am
bLaHZ... so tired.. juz got home from judo training...din really get thrown much...my ground work todae sucked... couldn't even hold jane down... in the end got held down 3 out of 3 tries... argh...i think it's the shoulder again...but i manage to hold chris down...*achievement* my right arm todae like on hoilz... resting...got no strength, it went soft when we did the uchikumi *ertry of throw* feels like i'm weaker now...shoulder got prob, neck so stiff... argh.. like dying...like falling apart...
school was ok todae... had only 3 hours mircobiology lab todae.. play ard with microbes and cultured my very first mircoorganism!! yey!!
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Wednesday, March 03, 2004 @ 9:03 pm
TIRED!!... was too tired to blog went i got home last night. school yesterday was ok... but the CSAS tutorial was farnie..our tutor * let's call her miss WIG* was like so lame yesterday...we got back our term test results, class test and other results... den as she was passing the papers back... we did quite well for one of the tests... so i was like " wAH!! SO Clever, I'm SOOO pRoud OF u!" den MIss WIg said "oooh i LIKE adeLIa! she's so affirming!" den she was like BLAH BLAH u got blah/50* marks* den she looked @ me...den i said " wAH!! SO Clever, we're SOOO pRoud OF u!". yea.. the class laughed.."hahahaha" but aft the CSAS was the UIR lab.. so boring.. yea... that was the last class i had for that day... went home... got my judogi and headed for PW.. played pool... den judo.. i really suck @ pool now.. dunno why, but the angles are GONE.. sigh...ah dun care...i think i hurt my shoulder when i got thrown...hurts! den got a lift home from Daryl's dad...went home ate somemore... argh.. eating so much.. i think i going to put on some pounds by the end of this week!! NUUU!!
ok.. for todae...went to SChool by bus... ARgh. had to wake up like supEr early...practically dragged myself outta bed... got to school @ 715...so early, went to grab a pau...*honey chicken pau* sat @ the benches with my classmate...ate the pau and den slept for awhile... den went in for lecture... it was BOring... but paid attention anywae...the LT was cold! argh... lucky brought my sweater...had math lec next... MR. HEE * baldie* gave out the term test paper.. when i received it i kinda got a shock...*23.5/50* like wad the hell yesterday during tutorial baldie said i passed!! but why my paper said i failed!!so not happy... veggie, chantel and me went over to the main LT to ask baldie WHY!?! my paper had some calculation mistakes.... i tried to ask for clarification, but instead got brushed aside my lecturer argh.. how stupid and embarrassing...veggie hero *cai XIa* went to argue or demanded some attention for me... and attention She got!! the baldie was carrying the mike... she was like talking really loud...when we got back to the Link up LT... sheryl said...HEY, u talked really loud juz now... and ppl in this LT could hear wad u said juz now... they could see u too * the TV* den the lesson started... then baldie was like CAI XIA where ever u are... can u pls see me later...he thought that it was her paper...*but it was MINE*...ah dun care... den aft the lec we had 2 hours break went to the PC lab to get the final touch up for our BNF project. had to hand in by 1.. only had like a few minutes left... den aft that went to norgen Vas for lunch...i had a baked rice and brownies with chocolate ice cream... yummy!! when i got home@ ard 3 plus.. slept like a LOG till like 845... whoa so tired!!!
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Tuesday, March 02, 2004 @ 4:23 pm
wee.. i'm in the IT com lab.. doing some STuipd UIR project... argh teacher talking dun care. this is going to be a short entry... but i'm going to blog later tonight...i think i'm already addicted to blogging!! today alot of funny things happened...but shall blog more about it later... no time now...kk...yey.. going for judo today!but got to carry my gi there myself!
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Monday, March 01, 2004 @ 7:39 pm
yea.. it's the first day of school. had a stupid spot quiz during BNF tutorial...still quite stone from the day before... sleepy, hungry tired...but juz tried my best to concentrate on the tutorials argh.. yea got back my BNF paper today.. got 33/50... study like dunno wad den get this type of result... haiz.. i think i'm juz STupid!! but was glad that i passed. Luckily aft tutorial was an hour break... so a few of us went dwn to business canteen for lunch... it was crowded! but luckily we found seats! had nasi padang with Teresa the hippo! blahz...my plate was like all ikan bilis, tauhu and tempeh.. not to forget the fish! it was yummalicious! felt quit full...walked back to AS to get our labcoats... @ the locker the dumb lock sth wrong... din open had to try like 5 times.. argh.. finally got it to open...had FC lab..the lad teacher was like a walking IDIot! din explain the procedure properly...my butt got smack by chantel a few times.. *ah molester*yey we got an hour or break during the practical...but den it got cut short to half an hour... ...argh...coz the stupid lab teacher made us seal some Ghee in to capillaries..aRGh!!during the break went to the IT com lab wanted to BLOG but couldnt sign in argh!so aft the Stupid lab went had a 3 hour break... coz the tutorial was on alternate week!went to the library with VeGGi hero... i sat there trying to figure out wad to do...met ade to pass her some stuff and mobile!*oh yah ade if u're reading this, i forgot to thank u juz now so yah...THANKS once again for lending it to me!* so went to meet daryl and nigel...@ mensa...followed them to the JAE thingy, dunno for wad...too bored i guess...then waited @ the IT school for my lecture to start... bought a box of pocky so hungry.. the stupid mobile "canteen"* only one stall* din have anymore pau...so had to make do with pocky.. sat dwn @ the benches ate and talked... mostly crap!!yea...den i went in for lecture, they went to meet trace and Teresa... @ TM... the LT was like SUper cold...even with a sweater still cold...the guys seated behind us was like talking all the way.. i was like WAD the HELL... y cant u guys juz SHUT the HELL up... aRgh... irranoying!i turned ard to see who...and guess wad!? it was my ex-classmate in sec schOOL...shitty! aft the BORING lecture...went home..had dinner.. was like Fungry! AH... tmr gotta take the BUS to school!!! dad going overseas...plus might be carrying that heavy judogi to school!!! NUUU....
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Wednesday, March 31, 2004 @ 10:54 pm
school's alright @ the moment... tt's all i can sae for this two days...projects due next week..havent even started...judo training is like hell...train till could hardly breath...halfway broke dwn...couldnt take it...
todae school was as usual...teachers damn crap...all the Stress THey give us...was dosing off during BNF and Maths.. DAmn Tired...4 more weeks @ most.. den i'll be free FRom All this TOrture! EXamS..EXamS.. haiz...aft school went home.. tried to do some of the FC project.. or else my grp mates would complain* u know who u are* had bmic test on tue...studied..but still cant seem to get the answers outta my head... i felt like a gold fish *3 sec memory*
Went for a jog ard the bedok reservoir with daryl and trace..bumped in to grace! whoa.. she jogs...so fit!the jog was fun...perspired alot...the air was fresh.. den took a bus back home for dinner... argh.. gtg..get back to my FC project and other work...
IT'S KILLIng me,
taking my life away...:(
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Monday, March 29, 2004 @ 8:24 pm
long dae...school was quite ok...got scolded my the BNF tutor... polar bear...haiz...sad.... tmr going to have 2 tests... haiz.. probably gg to fail one...bmic is tough... dun understand a shit abt wad's gg on...glycolysis...EDP...ATP... like wad the hell... haiz... tough... cant wait till aft april..HOLIz... yay...cant stand some of my class mates.. they're so selfish...dun even wanna share wad they know...and they expect us to help them out with things they dun understand...i think tt they should get this in their heads sharing is 2 ways...if it's one sided.. it wouldnt be called sharing... a bunch of selfish pigs...argh...pissed with their attutide...wont die to share rite? we help one another...we improve together...STUPID! ahhhhh... this week is going to be hectic... ahhhhh...cant wait for the weekend...there's so much to worry abt...it's juz so StreSsful...kk.. shall get back to my notes now... or else i'll confirm fail tmr....
They tell us that suicide is the greatest piece of cowardice... that suicide is wrong; when it is quite obvious that there is nothing in the world to which every man has a more unassailable title than to his own life and person.
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Sunday, March 28, 2004 @ 10:49 pm
haiz..confused... sad....tired...dunno it's a mixture...but.. life goes on... judo was fun today.. tiring.. but good! got a few more bruises... but it's ok.. den went for the evening mass..den dinner... dinner was good...i wanted cartel.. but it was too pack.. haiz...so had to make do with the noodle place.. but it was good...the coming week is gg to be a tough and tiring one... hectic week... got project consultations, TEsts... and judo training...the training is like hard... the weaker we get during training the better.. coz after that we feel stronger... yay... mat burns, aches and pain...the sweat..*yuck, stinky aft tt*
LOSING MY FRIENDS..i think by the time i die.. i'll be all ALone...
yesterDAy
went to help out @ the church canteen.. met debs, nic*kow* , remus. gab, daryl...went for dinner @ kenny's @ suntec...trace came later...so did Teresa...den headed dwn to siglap...wanted sit some where and talk but everywhere crowded.. or we dun have enuf $$ so took the bus back.. with trace and daryl...they walked me to my lift.. den bumped into my dad @ the door...took a quick shower den followed him and master yeo to pick sausage finger up from the airport *japan*...trace and daryl came along too... saw this REALLY REALLY REALLY CUTE jap little boy... trace was like CRAzY...we were like..."oooorhh.. SOOOo CUTE!!!!" juz couldnt keep our eyes off him... den went for supper.. @ blk 85.. ate bak chor mee.. satay...the oyster egg thingy*dun like so din eat..* walked home with my dad...got home changed and slept.. too tired...
People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. Juz because they're nt on ur road doesn't mean they've gotten lost...
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Friday, March 26, 2004 @ 8:33 am
in school now... argh.. came to school like an hour earlier.. argh.. onli goondoo haiz... den call teresa ng hui xian and she's also a goondoo...we thought that the lecture started @ 8.... ahhhhhhh!!!!AAHHHHHH... so stupid... sat outside the library waiting for it to open... ahhhh.. soooo HOT!!!! hot hot hot..should have checked the timetable b4 gg to sleep last night... could have slept for an hour longer... had judo yesterday.. too tired to blog when i came home.... it was fun but tiring...they turned off all the fan.. so we were like sweating like mad...HOT...yea... TIRED...
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Wednesday, March 24, 2004 @ 10:04 pm
so tired...fell asleep for almost all the classes i had todae haiz...getting really stressed.. no time to study for my exams, projects deadline is like soon and i havent even started on it.. so dead.. but i'm not the only one...our projeect grp of 4 is like onli dwn to 3 coz the other grp mate like very bz... nv meet up with us to do the project.. it was the same for the last one... she gets the grades w/o doing much... it's like so not fair...gave her a lousy peer evaluation...haiz... juz got no mood to do anything.. it's like the worst week eva... with all the test and stuff..next week is gg to be worst...haiz...AAAHH STRESSED!!!!!!!!!
People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. Juz because they're nt on ur road doesn't mean they've gotten lost
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Tuesday, March 23, 2004 @ 11:07 pm
tired..shagged...achy...training was quite tough todae...yay... the competition is in 11th APRIL..* PLS come SUppOrt us...* they added another training during the week.. argh.. now it's 4 times instead of the usual 3...we're improving...yay! school was as usual todae.. had the maths quiz..argh.. hpoe i pass.. yikes there's a FC quiz first thing in the morning tmr... argh.. 8am! havent finished studying.. shall study now..
i may have to stop blogging for a while....very bz..training, school... projects... EXaMs are like in less than a month... sobZsobz...
Alot has been happening in my life. So much so that i'm about to scream and just disappear from the face of the earth.
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Monday, March 22, 2004 @ 9:45 pm
ooh.. havent blogged for a day...sorrie all those who r viewing my blog faithfully everyday...yupyup... here's wad i did and done yesterday and todae..
SunDAy..
work up realy early for the 845 mass... den had the genesis meeting @ 1045, ppl late as usual...den had lunch with my parents...went to the judo club early...@ 12 plus... den started to warm up on my own...did some exercise with the ball... den the bicycle tyre thingy...den some break falls... was all sweaty b4 class.. eeks...must have stinked... haiz...trying to do a better morote *dunno how to spell*.. trace hurt her shoulder when daryl threw her... *trace: woman rest that shoulder...See yah for training tmr...* aft class had a rematch ground work with chris...got pinned down once...i need to be more aggressive... den got dragged to dinner with my parents.. got home.. den found out from my friend tt there's a test tmr... almost died...i think i gg to fail the test... haiz..
MoNDAe...
ah... long day, had the stupid BNF test first thing in the morning...sigh...lab was ok todae den bmic tut... thought tt it would nv end...got a little scolding from the lecturer coz i was yak yak yakadi-ing away.. while she was talking.. but heck care... aft that.. had an hour break.. went to norgen Vaz... saw ade and her friends...ordered my ice cream and sat dwn and talked to my friends...talked abt wad we were gg to be in the future... i dunno..wad i'm gg to be.. i have no idea... Nutritionist? food technologist?? haiz...it's so near yet so far...i'm super stressed this week... although i dun look stressed but inside i am like really really StrEssed up *juz abt to pop*...been kinda moody...but nv show it in school.. dun wan to affect my classmates... they're stressed too... haiz...the ExamS are like in Less than a Month...there's a mStAts test tmr.. argh.. shall stop here.. i NEED to STUDY!
You're the kind of friend
Who always bends when I'm broken,
Like remember when...
You took my heart and put it back together again
Ultimate...Lindsay Lohan
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Saturday, March 20, 2004 @ 11:00 pm
FRiDaY...*ToO TIrED tO bLoG*...
ah.. had school as usual, 6 hours of boring lec...sat there like wad like that.. stoned...laughed... and best of all made fun of my teachers...i kinda sang the DODo advert theme song.. and my friends all laughed till they were like CrYing...den made fun of our BNF lecturer...this time she wore a green pants and a matching top...her usual nick was Ms.polar bear... but GREEn... so ms. algae-ed covered polar bear...so laughed like mad... i had to used the notes to cover my face...coz i was like right infront...aft school chantel*a.k.a mommy, a.k.a. Ah NerD* went to mega to play pool, met remus and nigel there.. played till 7 den went for judo...yaay!!training!! i might be going for the white belt competition.. so muz train hard...aft judo, went to lionel's dad's bowling alley played somemore pool... till one plus ...den had to go home coz dad called... ahh.. wished i could stay out longer...ahh..took a cab home...tired!!
sAtUrDay
went to watch the black belt grading @ ports town rd...they were not too good.den went to temasek Club, played a little jackpot, lost $$ :'( den went to the pub.. had a drink played pool with dad and chris and another guy from our church.. played alot...den went to nicky house.. ate...walked to get nats and nic...ooh.. her house is NICE!!! SOOO NICe... sat ard some more, talked...stoned...den went home with nats and nic...yup here i am typing all this... arGH...
things are ChaNging All the Time...
where's the CrAzY, fUn and NoiSy me, i used to know...
i know tt i'm not alone...but..
i dun even knoW wad's wRONg wITh me...
i need to find a way to let it all out...n..
i know tt i've been really mean...*soRRie*
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Thursday, March 18, 2004 @ 11:09 pm
i guess i'm feeling better todae... still sick though...manage to "kope" a harzardous autoclavable bag and some sterile tube used to dilute concentrated bacteria...
a boring dae,heard lotsa rumors tt it was my grp was the one who got the ZERO...den was quite lost and scared for awhile...while waiting anxiously for the interview todae, havent felt that nervous for a long time...din get a ZeRo for the project.. YAaAAaYy... instead got a B+ the teacher said she wished tt she could have given us an A.. coz of the the information we forgot to add in... wad a pity...she asked us alot of tough questions...got stump on some...but i was like answering the questions*part of it* for others coz they got stuck...i guess it helped alot...glad tt the interview's OVER! PHew... *relief*aft that went to the com lab to continue on our other project...den went to the Jupiter cafe, had a hotdog, took the bus home alone as my friends had class till late...got home, finished of some of the tutorials i din do.. and stuff...
Round and round here we go again
Same old start, same old end
Turn my head
And turn back again
Same old stuff never ends
Do this, do that
Can't deal Can't deal with that
I tune in, tune out
I've heard it all before
Hello, goodbye
Never asking me why,
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
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Wednesday, March 17, 2004 @ 10:40 pm
sick, caught a flu, tired...dunno wad i should be feeling right now...troubled? sad? annoyed? offended? Disappointed? maybe all...sigh... just cant help dwelling on it...i dun like to be told how to live my life...it's MY life!
Sure we be living a dream
And now we wanna live on
But we gotta leave this game behind
And know who we really are
now i dunno if my grp's going to get a big fat 0 for the project we did weeks ago, coz of plagiarism from the internet..but we din copy wholesale...i've to admit tt we copied a little from books...argh...tmr's the interview...there's rumors saying tt it's my group...ahhhh....will i have to repeat the module next yr? will i fail the interview? praying tt the rumors r not true... my life in TP can't get any worst...just when i thought it was bad enuf it gets worst...i'm probably jinxed...sigh
so SIcK and TiRed Of this So CaLLed liFe i Have...
Oh.. WAD life???!!
juZ CAnt seem To DO anYThiNG right!
so Let Me Sleep, i dun Want EvEr to wAke...
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@ 12:22 am
school was tiring todae, lectures started @ 8 todae...slept @ 3 sth...din sleep well, coz my STUpiD cat had to pee on my bed.. spent some time washing up the sheets and stuff... got some cat pee on my hand when i tried to check the position of the pee...haiz.. den slept w/o covers and protector... the bed damn dusty...kept blowing my nose.. woke up to find sth to blow.. haiz.. woke up @ 730.. was like gg to be late..haiz.. aft my classes at 5...din know where to go... wad like wandering ard the school aimlessly, den decided to head to the library to juz play online games... den 6 o'clock came.. headed to take 15 to parkway for judo, reached there ard 635, went to the bakery to get a bite.. walked slowly to the club, trace , my mom and sis were there, WOW... trace todae so early.. so not her...den sat there talked.. and stuff...my throws todae are not up to par, all like shit... weighed myself to see which weight cat. i belonged to.. *heavy weight* sigh... i shall try to loose weight..cut dwn on my food and stuff*torture* sobZ...
i gave Alot of thought abt this...
i'm not FAKE...
i dun LIE...
it's so not ME...
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Monday, March 15, 2004 @ 11:39 pm
ah.. wad a long shity dae.. although with a 4 hour long break, it was tiring... during that break went to the library to try to complete my formal report...but couldnt in the end.. couldnt concentrate... there was so much on my mind...argh.. yea.. shall blog it @ my other blog...ooh yea.. saw a pair of studs @ the carts todae.. maybe i shall get them tmr... haiz.. i rained heavily todae...nice weather to sleep.. but wad am i doing it now? WOrking on my FC report.. argh.. tired..tmr's the deadline... i laughed alot todae... made fun of the CSAS teacher...and the rugby teacher... WHoopS.. it's the BNF teacher... she's going to twist the heads off the students who copied from the website for their project.. weired teacher!...lets hope it's not my grp...haiz.. sTResS...arhhh.. here i am typing against the clock.. i need sleep.... got judo tmr... i think i'll juz drop dead aft a few throws.. argh.. not fun anymore...my throws are getting worst due to the restrictions made by my BOdy...ahhh.. shall get back to my report now..
AHH i HATE sChooL...
it's driving me NuTZ!!!!! :S
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@ 12:23 am
woke up feeling tired! dragged myself to mass...this time sat with my FamilY...went out with remus,debs and holly...to suntec to get Kow's present!din go for judo.. coz tired and the elbow was painful sobz... we bought her a tealight holder...WOW.. it was nice.. had lunch @ o'Brian * i think tt's wad it was called.. forgot the name already* den met up with nats...walked ard...and waited for ade to come...but din in the end :(, getting used to it...haiz..dear twin MIA-ing alot these days* den met up with the judo ppl...sat ard @ mrs fiElDs...den walked ard somemore... i bought a bottle of Jam.. from the aussie fair @ the raffles city...yea...quite Ex but it was goodwaited for teresa to come...den had dinner with teresa, lionel and chris @ the marina food centre.. had bak chor mee.. it was yummalicious! met up with remus and the rest who had dinner @ soup spoon...den walked to the 14 bus stop...they wanted to have sth drinks @ siglap...but i din follow.. so headed home... the ride home was long...fooled ard in the bus...haiyo...everybody was looking @ us...gosh esp the lady sitting opposite me...she was like trying hard not to laugh.. but she did in the end...when daryl,lionel,debs,teresa, remus and chris dropped off @ siglap...the rest of the journey i tried to do some of my lab report.. but couldnt really concentrate...got home...toasted some bread and tried out the jam... it was Good!!!! yea... with the help of trace, managed to add music and the cute cursor...nice rite!! btw the song is my S Club 7... Let Me Sleep...kk... argh.. tired.. there's a long and stressfull week ahead of me... so i need sleep now...:P
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Saturday, March 13, 2004 @ 11:33 pm
wad a day, woke up did my tutorials as i watched TV, channel 61 free movie channel for a month i think..had lunch and watched more tv...hAIz..and did more work... but was watching more than doing work...the house was so peaceful, everybody was out...yea.. had the whole house to myself...but felt quite lonely aft awhile.. lucky i had jerry to juz sit there and watch tv with me...den one my one they came home, @ ard 7 plus, got ready to go for my aunt's bbq party...it was pouring, but we still had the bbq... the food was GOOD, there was sausages *not the usual one,these were big fat juicy ones...yummy.. * beef, chicken, and best of all PotAtO SaLaD!!YUMMY! had alot of potaTo salad,den got bored.. so played with the tealight candles...dipped my fingers in liquid wax, pain, hot, but DunnO why, it felt good...i looked kinda stupid *like an 18 year old playing with wax and fire...*, but i dun care...reached home @ 11...hiaz...nuubody's online now, ahhhh.. wanna tok to somebody!!! bottled up!!!
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Friday, March 12, 2004 @ 12:11 am
becoming a blog addict!blogging everyday since i got it!whoa! yea.. had an ok day to dae...6 hours of lecture...yea.. it was boring.. but wad to do. went to school with aches and pain... haiz... cramps from judo got better.. but the elbow had gotten worst...i think i might have to stop judo for a while to let the elbow get better...yea...when i got home after school, tried to start on my report, but ended up watching tV...yea..almost done with the introduction though...hopefully can finish up the report by sunday...had dinner @ home...den went to church for the workshop *last one* after the workshop they wanted to go to siglap to grab some food...but i din follow, din wanna walk, din wanna strain my legs...dun wanna get another muscle cramp while walking...or talking... juz feel so confined to routine...same old shit! day in and day out...PROJECT, REPORTS, TUTORIALS,LECTURES and LAB...*i like to complain, so WAD?! :P* so sick of it all!!!
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Thursday, March 11, 2004 @ 11:45 pm
school was as usual again... boring as eva...couldnt wait for it to end...aft school todae stayed back to try to figure out how to do the FC report...@ the library.. with chantel *mommy, of the tel-lets* and stella *sister CaRteL* we sat there and started to work on the report* argh.. due on tues* when to get reference books from the red spot, and tried to figure out wad the aim of the experiment was..haiz* ROse-gottlieb method and another one i forgot the name..* we started talking and drifted into juz talking abt our past and the friends we had...den the librarian went over to our table and told us to pipe down.. i guess we were really noisy...talking and laughing...haiz.. so embarrassing...yup...@ about 6 my dad came to pick me up to go for dinner.. @ the old airport food centre... had BBQ sting RAy.. sambal kang kong...yummy...den headed for judo...got thrown ard as usual....but todae's session was quite slack... did some groundwork with chris, got sQuashed as usual...ellbow's pain got worst!*shit i'm whining already* during Randori with trace...when i was trying to counter the attack i felt a cramp...it was the worst one i've had... on my calf...was like rolling on the mat in pain...den trace got worried...when i started to tear...DAMN pain! almost died-ed when my dad tried to stretch my leg...couldnt walk... haiz... den jane our therapist helped to ease the pain by winding some tape ard my calf, felt better...coundnt continue.. so juz sat @ the side...den had some ice applied to the cramps... i think during the warm up we din do much stretching....i'll get better tmr.. YEY!
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Wednesday, March 10, 2004 @ 11:47 pm
haiz... the com screwed up again, was blogging a whole chunk of stuff and it juz had to hang!! aRgh..ok...let me re-type it again, if i remember... blahz..todae.. had school as usual, nothing interesting really happened...todae's lecture started really early... i wore the wrong colour shirt to school to dae.. argh*bright orange-pink*NUU.. thought that it would be cold so will put on the sweater the whole day... but it din rain...argh.. got hot so had to take my sweater off, i stuck out like a sore thumb, so birght...i think i shall stick to my usual colours... *black and white.. or anything DARK* unless i feel mad or crazy...or have nth to wear...had lunch with chris and nats todae @ business park...den spoted ade, so went up to sae hello!yea.. den i had to rush to FC tutorial... lucky wasnt late...as usual the tutor bore us to death with her boring lesson thank god it's only for an hour...den went home straight after school, really tired... slept as soon as i got home...woke up @ 7 or so.. had dinner, den went online chatted for a while den watched american idol!! Jon PeTer Lewis is GOOd...cute too! blahz... flipped through my FC practical manual to try to think of a way to write the formal report...the result the whole cohort got is a mess, all the values are really weird...the difference is huge!! it's so stupid...deadline is tues and i havent got a clue wad we're suppose to report on...i think i must buck up...i'm falling behind, must start reading up*i can do it!!(i think)*... b4 it's too late...ah neck ache...ahhhh...going to bed now...
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Tuesday, March 09, 2004 @ 8:25 pm
ah..another rainy day,so cold and sick... got the flu, a bad neck *how much worst can my dae get* and suffer cramps...almost die from the pain...got really bad during math, couldnt concentrate, din copy the answers. there was a CSAS summary Test...argh... wrote crap, handed in my paper b4 the time and juz walked out of the room...went to the business park to crab a bite before the stupid UIR. tot of going home after the test, but it would mean tt i had to get MC, argh. nv so juz sat at the lab and played yahoo games...the lesson is so boring, the assignment itself lasted 15 minutes @ most...it's a waste of time!headed home... tired and hungry!din go for judo todae,if i did i'd probably juz drop dead the next day or my head would juz roll off...*i guess i'm not making any sense here* oh i'll juz stop here....
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Monday, March 08, 2004 @ 10:45 pm
wad a long dae...woke up with a terrible neck ache.*think it's a sprain, i'll live*..wanted to take MC todae... but cant had to go to school todae... coz there's a STupiD UIR test!! argh!! got to school pretty early as usual!!i'm an early bird!first lesson was BNF long as usual... this time we had to calculate our BMI (body mass index) our tutor *lets call her miSs Polar BeaR* brought a weighing scale and a measuring tape!! we had to take our weight and height! argh... when it was my turn...i got a huGE shoCK!! i put so much more weight than i thought!!!*LeTs not reveal* NUUU...but i grew taller.. 1 cm!! ARGh.. now i'm classified as OVERWEIGHT*LuCky not Obese!* sobZ... :'( the tutorial classroom was FreeZing!! even with a sweated on...den aft claz went to business canteen to eat... had rice from the nasi padang *as usual!* din have much of an appetite so ate a little, couldnt finish the rice...den headed for FC lab, cant stand that stumpy Lab TeaCHer...din really pay attention during lab, so when i went to get the petroleum ether forgot to wear gloves.. got some spilled on my hands... argh.. soo cooling... but had to wash it off.. they placed the bottle in the fumehood for a reason yah know!!might explode if it can into contact with fire!!kk... den while waiting for the results of the experiments, we went for a break...went to buy food! i exchanged shoes with chantel!! Walk ard with it till the end of the day...it was comfy! den had to change back @ the end of the day...argh.. Humphrey our tutor for Bmic tutorial din take us for tutorial todae... our new tutor is now Prya!! *nuu.. she KeepS nodding HeR head.. and so i follow...* she commented on me todae... she said "adelia, u're so smiley...not many ppl are like tt" *or sth like tt...it had the same meaning, cant remember exact phrase* she was my HAP tutor last sem... aft Bmic, had an hour break b4 the UIR test, so tried to study *hope to squeeze more useless information into my head* ARgh.. saturated already!!! the Stupid test was like CrAp....oh yah there were ppl copying from there notes b4 the paper started... the stupid lecturer put all the question on the seats... how dumb can the lecturer get!? are they BLIND or waD?! cant they see ppl copying!?! took 69 home...it was raining. it had been raining the WHOLE day.... ARGH.. we're going to DRown!!FLOOD!!! YEY!!! kk shall end here... i can go on and on and on.....bleahz!
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Sunday, March 07, 2004 @ 11:59 am
woke up went for 12 pm mass, den went for judo...got winded twice, my head hit the mat real hard todae...this time wen i got winded it felt more painful than the others i had b4...i landed like a sack of potatoes...happenedl during my randori session with linus...but i'll live...*dun worry* the pain faded after awhile...haiz..todae din reallt throw ppl...elbow got problem, dun seem to have enuf strength at the moment when i wanna throw.. ahhhh....it's been 3 trainings... ah when will this stupid elbow problem go AwaY...it's really making me lose interest in judo.. coz can't throw well...ahhhh... it feels like l'm fall apart! breaking up and chipping away part by part!!i think i'll become powdered b4 i get brown belt!!! haiz.. ground work was fun todae...aft class showered, met up with the rest of the group.. had macadies...was like FunGry!! had a BIG and tasty MEAL!! yummy... meet sam*lab partner* @ coffeebean outside of Macadies...den headed for parkway, coz debs wanted to buy bra... but din buy any in the end... yea.. den nats treated me ice cream * FAT FREE.. yey!!* went home with lionel ,chris,nats... took 14...long ride!!ahhh... so when i got home.. still hungry.. made cup noodles.. it was GOOD... tomyum...argh.. tmr got UIR test... havent really started.. so dead..juz hope to pass...shall stay up to finish studying.. or study tmr.. no mood to study!!! Tmr Channel news Asia coming to Island Judo Club to film... arh.. suppose to go there to PrEtENd to train.. but got the stupid UIR test!! so caNt go.... sobZ sobz..argh!! aaahhh ache like dunno wad!! ahhh....hate it!!!!nuuuu...when will all the aches and pain GO AWAY!!! ahhhhhh... WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?!
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Saturday, March 06, 2004 @ 8:45 pm
went shopping with my parents todae, first stop was branch *between lunch and breakfast* we had lor mee and char kway tweo @ the old airport food centre.. it was good!! one of the best char kway tweo i've eva had! den we headed for novena.. coz mom wanted to go for novena... so while waiting for her, we shopped ard novena squaRE... i bought lotsa stuff!!! yey!!the sports shop gave discounts!!went to PICKET & RAIL bought a coffee table and an end table!!after that we had to squeeze it into the car! there was hardly enuf space for mi and mi sis to sit!! den headed down to orchard!went to JL.. place for old ppl!! walked ard, it was packed with ppl... den went to RoBInsons, discovered a new perfume!! *Ralph Lauren* smells sth like the HUgo Woman but much better* AHH... shall buy a bottle when have more $$... den walked to heeren...to buy me a pair of sneakers...but unfortunately they dun have the SIze i want!!all too BIG or too small!! or no stock!! argh!!den went bought some card posters thingy *collecting them, have many on the wall in my ROom...* bought 2...still thinking where to put them up... on our way out stopped @ marche, grabbed hotdog buns!*snack* it was GOOD!!! yummy.. with all the mustard, ketchup and onion sauce!!! had to go home @ 4 plus coz my godparents were coming for dinner...had to carry the new furniture up to the house...it was heavy...the cardboard box cut my finger...so dad had to help me carry one side...got home, had to fix up the table b4 the guest arrive... but they arrived earlier than expected!! had steamboat for dinner... so full!!plan to study a little, later for my UIR test on MOnday... it's worth 15%... :(
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Friday, March 05, 2004 @ 11:59 pm
another tiring dae!had 6 hours of lecture!!! got back 2 papers todae, FC and Bmic... GUess wad?! failed Bmic...so sad :'(...disappointed...feel kinda stupid coz all my buddies PASSED!!*happie for them* it's making me lose interest in that subject...NVM shall working harder *easier said than done* i havent told my parents about it yet...i guess i'll have to break the news to them soon...went for leadership thingy todae, it was normal, did a target thingy, had to name 10 ppl who were significant in my life,it was a hard decision...they were...*not going to tell* it got me thinking about my friends and family...all those i put in the inner circle, i wonder if they'll place me in their inner circle in their lives or nearer to the outter circle...but i hope they feel the same way i feel abt them!*hope this makes sense* argh sometime i feel that i nodody's thinking of me...when i dont get any msg for the whole day! i dun believe it!...todae's session was conducted my Fr. Luke...wad he said todae made sense...for once! he's trying hard to fit in with the youths!! when the session ended we headed for supper.. @ dragon valley @ chai chee...i was too full to eat.. coz chris gave me a donut...*u had to make me feel guilty for not givin' u a dunkin'donut!! thanks anywae! it was GOOD!* met trace, nigel and daryl there...yup... trace sick today :( *GET WELL SOON* aft supper.. took a bus home with nats, benny and linus... the void deck was like Cockroachified!! there were like so many lying ard... arGH.. freaky!!! i hate them!!
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Thursday, March 04, 2004 @ 12:00 am
bLaHZ... so tired.. juz got home from judo training...din really get thrown much...my ground work todae sucked... couldn't even hold jane down... in the end got held down 3 out of 3 tries... argh...i think it's the shoulder again...but i manage to hold chris down...*achievement* my right arm todae like on hoilz... resting...got no strength, it went soft when we did the uchikumi *ertry of throw* feels like i'm weaker now...shoulder got prob, neck so stiff... argh.. like dying...like falling apart...
school was ok todae... had only 3 hours mircobiology lab todae.. play ard with microbes and cultured my very first mircoorganism!! yey!!
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Wednesday, March 03, 2004 @ 9:03 pm
TIRED!!... was too tired to blog went i got home last night. school yesterday was ok... but the CSAS tutorial was farnie..our tutor * let's call her miss WIG* was like so lame yesterday...we got back our term test results, class test and other results... den as she was passing the papers back... we did quite well for one of the tests... so i was like " wAH!! SO Clever, I'm SOOO pRoud OF u!" den MIss WIg said "oooh i LIKE adeLIa! she's so affirming!" den she was like BLAH BLAH u got blah/50* marks* den she looked @ me...den i said " wAH!! SO Clever, we're SOOO pRoud OF u!". yea.. the class laughed.."hahahaha" but aft the CSAS was the UIR lab.. so boring.. yea... that was the last class i had for that day... went home... got my judogi and headed for PW.. played pool... den judo.. i really suck @ pool now.. dunno why, but the angles are GONE.. sigh...ah dun care...i think i hurt my shoulder when i got thrown...hurts! den got a lift home from Daryl's dad...went home ate somemore... argh.. eating so much.. i think i going to put on some pounds by the end of this week!! NUUU!!
ok.. for todae...went to SChool by bus... ARgh. had to wake up like supEr early...practically dragged myself outta bed... got to school @ 715...so early, went to grab a pau...*honey chicken pau* sat @ the benches with my classmate...ate the pau and den slept for awhile... den went in for lecture... it was BOring... but paid attention anywae...the LT was cold! argh... lucky brought my sweater...had math lec next... MR. HEE * baldie* gave out the term test paper.. when i received it i kinda got a shock...*23.5/50* like wad the hell yesterday during tutorial baldie said i passed!! but why my paper said i failed!!so not happy... veggie, chantel and me went over to the main LT to ask baldie WHY!?! my paper had some calculation mistakes.... i tried to ask for clarification, but instead got brushed aside my lecturer argh.. how stupid and embarrassing...veggie hero *cai XIa* went to argue or demanded some attention for me... and attention She got!! the baldie was carrying the mike... she was like talking really loud...when we got back to the Link up LT... sheryl said...HEY, u talked really loud juz now... and ppl in this LT could hear wad u said juz now... they could see u too * the TV* den the lesson started... then baldie was like CAI XIA where ever u are... can u pls see me later...he thought that it was her paper...*but it was MINE*...ah dun care... den aft the lec we had 2 hours break went to the PC lab to get the final touch up for our BNF project. had to hand in by 1.. only had like a few minutes left... den aft that went to norgen Vas for lunch...i had a baked rice and brownies with chocolate ice cream... yummy!! when i got home@ ard 3 plus.. slept like a LOG till like 845... whoa so tired!!!
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Tuesday, March 02, 2004 @ 4:23 pm
wee.. i'm in the IT com lab.. doing some STuipd UIR project... argh teacher talking dun care. this is going to be a short entry... but i'm going to blog later tonight...i think i'm already addicted to blogging!! today alot of funny things happened...but shall blog more about it later... no time now...kk...yey.. going for judo today!but got to carry my gi there myself!
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Monday, March 01, 2004 @ 7:39 pm
yea.. it's the first day of school. had a stupid spot quiz during BNF tutorial...still quite stone from the day before... sleepy, hungry tired...but juz tried my best to concentrate on the tutorials argh.. yea got back my BNF paper today.. got 33/50... study like dunno wad den get this type of result... haiz.. i think i'm juz STupid!! but was glad that i passed. Luckily aft tutorial was an hour break... so a few of us went dwn to business canteen for lunch... it was crowded! but luckily we found seats! had nasi padang with Teresa the hippo! blahz...my plate was like all ikan bilis, tauhu and tempeh.. not to forget the fish! it was yummalicious! felt quit full...walked back to AS to get our labcoats... @ the locker the dumb lock sth wrong... din open had to try like 5 times.. argh.. finally got it to open...had FC lab..the lad teacher was like a walking IDIot! din explain the procedure properly...my butt got smack by chantel a few times.. *ah molester*yey we got an hour or break during the practical...but den it got cut short to half an hour... ...argh...coz the stupid lab teacher made us seal some Ghee in to capillaries..aRGh!!during the break went to the IT com lab wanted to BLOG but couldnt sign in argh!so aft the Stupid lab went had a 3 hour break... coz the tutorial was on alternate week!went to the library with VeGGi hero... i sat there trying to figure out wad to do...met ade to pass her some stuff and mobile!*oh yah ade if u're reading this, i forgot to thank u juz now so yah...THANKS once again for lending it to me!* so went to meet daryl and nigel...@ mensa...followed them to the JAE thingy, dunno for wad...too bored i guess...then waited @ the IT school for my lecture to start... bought a box of pocky so hungry.. the stupid mobile "canteen"* only one stall* din have anymore pau...so had to make do with pocky.. sat dwn @ the benches ate and talked... mostly crap!!yea...den i went in for lecture, they went to meet trace and Teresa... @ TM... the LT was like SUper cold...even with a sweater still cold...the guys seated behind us was like talking all the way.. i was like WAD the HELL... y cant u guys juz SHUT the HELL up... aRgh... irranoying!i turned ard to see who...and guess wad!? it was my ex-classmate in sec schOOL...shitty! aft the BORING lecture...went home..had dinner.. was like Fungry! AH... tmr gotta take the BUS to school!!! dad going overseas...plus might be carrying that heavy judogi to school!!! NUUU....
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