Tuesday, April 13, 2010 @ 7:45 pm
It's pretty demoralizing..
Maybe it's me maybe I'm too sensative... I try very hard... Feels like I'm getting attacked...
I got your back but who's got mine?
On the surface, it seems that we're on standing on the same front fighting that same battle.. But at the end of the day... I really don't know..i don't feel like a part of anything..
At times there's a sense of hostility and resentment..sometimes it feels warm n cuddley... I really don't know...
Who to trust... Who to turn to.. How to react....
Wish that i could really talk to someone in confidence again like last time.. No secrets no hidding, no judgement.. Just me...
Sadly it vanished 3 months ago.. Sigh
Don't know how long I'll last...

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