Monday, October 18, 2004 @ 1:43 am
=someone u can fall back on=
went for mass.. had to go for this relative's lunch "party", at first it was quite nice talking to my cousins.. but after awhile we ran out of things to talk about... indian poker... adults played mahjong... so dint have a chance to play... watch a vcd... boring shit.. watched it so many times.. it's not funny... missed training again... missing the mats more than ever...
how come nobody tells me wad's going on... is it me or am i missing sth.. i duno... but took a ride from my uncle to the MRT staion... was kinda late... airport... popeyes...met ade, nats , nats2, gab, chris and remus... havent see ade for a long time... or it seems... crashed my house... ade and remus stayed on.. had a long chat...whole new light to matters...really missed the times when everybody was like together... going to help plan the year end camp... cant wait for it... camps somehow binds people together really well... people who i thought were crap, arent that bad anymore...
I saw a nostalgic dream,at that time we became close everyone understood the overflowing loneliness.By the time we realized,that something was precious, it was too late.The feelings that pass us by are always too dazzling.If I ever hurt you until you want to cry,at that time, I'll sing for you until your tears dry up.