Friday, October 26, 2007 @ 11:13 pm
its happening again,
why do i feel let down time and time again..
i feel so crushed..
changes are expected
but where are the changes u made?
i don't see it...
how is it going to work if I'm the one making the changes..
Well... the truth... it's NOT going to work...
keep it real..
show what u're really feeling..
putting on a show ain't going to help,
acting like there isn't a problem,
when there clearly is one..
making everyone think that I'm the problem..
i wish that it could be different..
u portrayed me in the wrong light...
making it look like i was the mean one..
the one causing problems,
the one adding to ur stress..
i hate being put down by ur friends..
i hate being ignored, neglected, unappreciated....
i detest being treated like a kid....like i know nothing..
Although people say u're an outcast only if u chose to me...
but... i dint chose to live my life this way...
i dint want to be an outcast.. who would want to be an outcast..
but it feels like that now...
sometimes i sincerely wish that we could switch places
and have u go through what I'm feeling now...
just so u could understand...
my pains, and pent up emotions...
i want to be there for u....
for everything...
But do YOU............ for me?? back to the top?