ah woke up with a really stiff neck, cant turn to look over my shoulder... haiz.. so went to school like damn early as in 8 am.. lec till 9.. ah.. long long break! 6 hours.. went to the near by coffee shop to have lunch... had a bowl of yong tou foo... yucks.. ate half then gave up... after that went to the library to study.. this time i really studied.. while the rest were chatting away, ahh... just went on with my work..they kept commenting that i'm like so focus... better than before... was i that noisy before?j guess i changed for the better..hmm.. ah... ignored them.. studied till like 2.. den went for tea.. bumped in to nats on the way to the biz canteen.. ah... den had the lab.. which lasted only for like1 1/2 hours only..all the teachers are complainning about how noisy our class was.. ah dont give a damn to wad they have to say... .. ahhh... got scolded in the lab for making noise!

headed for the judo club! cass so kind took the same bus as me... yay! stopped by macs..hungry.. was like so early.. so sat in the club and studied somemore.. like anything could get in.. nth much got in.. haiz.. cant think this brain is cramp with stuff... feel so useless... the grades i'm getting is close to failing.. there's nth much i can do about it except study harded... from the past results, i can safely say that i aint to As student... hardly reaching the Bs.. so shitty! i'm changing alright.. not easy.. it feels weird being so NERDY! so not me.. ahhh.. hate the dark eye rings and eye bags, look so sick and YUck! eeeekk.... i need sleep...tired..

 

finally class training...missed the mats soooo much... but missed the judo kas even more.. koh taught me a new throw today.. surikumigoshi... great throw.. euno conducted the "light" exercise... ran, jump, push ups, crunches, abs training.. tmr sure ach like hell! but it felt great.. made me forget about allthe  aches and pains i have.. for that moment.. "blocking out the pain"? hmm.. it works wonders... jane helped me fix my stiff neck... much better now.. ahhhh..

in such a dilema... should i go to the camp tmr.. or stay home study?? haiz.. i want to go.. but there's lots to study.. i could go to the camp tp study.. wonder if i can concentrate.. it's  tough.. i'll pull through.. wad's 5 tests... ah.. EASY! riiighht~ ahh...

should i just sleep now.. study tmr.. or mugg now wake up later tmr.. and look like a panda.. hmm.. ?? why everything boils down to making choices... WHY?? why?? haiz.. so confused and lost.. damn lost.. like a lost sheep..Send some guidance from above 'Cause people got me, got me questionin'Where is the love?

 ah woke up with a really stiff neck, cant turn to look over my shoulder... haiz.. so went to school like damn early as in 8 am.. lec till 9.. ah.. long long break! 6 hours.. went to the near by coffee shop to have lunch... had a bowl of yong tou foo... yucks.. ate half then gave up... after that went to the library to study.. this time i really studied.. while the rest were chatting away, ahh... just went on with my work..they kept commenting that i'm like so focus... better than before... was i that noisy before?j guess i changed for the better..hmm.. ah... ignored them.. studied till like 2.. den went for tea.. bumped in to nats on the way to the biz canteen.. ah... den had the lab.. which lasted only for like1 1/2 hours only..all the teachers are complainning about how noisy our class was.. ah dont give a damn to wad they have to say... .. ahhh... got scolded in the lab for making noise!

headed for the judo club! cass so kind took the same bus as me... yay! stopped by macs..hungry.. was like so early.. so sat in the club and studied somemore.. like anything could get in.. nth much got in.. haiz.. cant think this brain is cramp with stuff... feel so useless... the grades i'm getting is close to failing.. there's nth much i can do about it except study harded... from the past results, i can safely say that i aint to As student... hardly reaching the Bs.. so shitty! i'm changing alright.. not easy.. it feels weird being so NERDY! so not me.. ahhh.. hate the dark eye rings and eye bags, look so sick and YUck! eeeekk.... i need sleep...tired..

 

finally class training...missed the mats soooo much... but missed the judo kas even more.. koh taught me a new throw today.. surikumigoshi... great throw.. euno conducted the "light" exercise... ran, jump, push ups, crunches, abs training.. tmr sure ach like hell! but it felt great.. made me forget about allthe  aches and pains i have.. for that moment.. "blocking out the pain"? hmm.. it works wonders... jane helped me fix my stiff neck... much better now.. ahhhh..

in such a dilema... should i go to the camp tmr.. or stay home study?? haiz.. i want to go.. but there's lots to study.. i could go to the camp tp study.. wonder if i can concentrate.. it's  tough.. i'll pull through.. wad's 5 tests... ah.. EASY! riiighht~ ahh...

should i just sleep now.. study tmr.. or mugg now wake up later tmr.. and look like a panda.. hmm.. ?? why everything boils down to making choices... WHY?? why?? haiz.. so confused and lost.. damn lost.. like a lost sheep..Send some guidance from above 'Cause people got me, got me questionin'Where is the love?