Saturday, October 27, 2007 @ 11:35 pm
please don't think that I'm the problem,
though it seems to be on the surface...
superficial words of kindness and care,
but what are the intentions behind them...
as i said it's just a show, performance...
now the curtains are down,
no audience...just me and u
i get ignored and cast aside...
if i took down all the excuses u gave me
i could be rich writing a book...
people don't see this side of u...
I DO...
that why it may seem like I'm just throwing accusations and tantrums
and that im just throwing back the "care" and "concern" right back in ur face;
But im not... im just reacting to the things 'done' to me...
the things "done" that people dont see..,
because u know me inside out..
u know the buttons to push for a reaction..
and the worst thing is that u do it in such a subtle maner,
so people cant see it
it is evident to me that u're putting on a show..
people who think they know u just cant believe what i say...
well it's alright if u got the whole world on ur side..
i guess u had fun without me...
not to worry, i wont be here for long...
just remember when things go wrong who helped u.
well words cant describe how i feel right now...
it just cant...
i fucking hate to feel like this... back to the top?