Sunday, January 20, 2008 @ 10:59 pm
a new year...
well it's certainly not a better year..
last year was filled with ups and downs..
this year, one of the sadest year so far..
my cat, jerry is dying...
and the thought of going back to adelaide for another tougher year
to make things worst people are going back earlier then expected..
how much more can i take...
before i break down...
each day i look for things to do to distract me from the sad thoughts..
but just as when im trying to pick myself up..
i get more horrible news..
it's breaking me....
i had the worst birthday this year... most depressing back to the top?