Wednesday, August 11, 2004 @ 2:44 pm
went to school yesterday... met up, dint do much though... argh.. my brain's on holiday... so juz sat there and stoned... read some blogs... got no idea wad's going on in the project... it feels like i'm not contributing...guilty...later on went home... met them under the block to go to mega! josh,alex,remus,chris and daryl was there.. so played a few games... lost almost all.. lost touch...suck at pool... was late for judo... nats came along too.. learnt chokes and lock... and how to escape.. fun.. but painful...brusied all over... eeerrks...played ground work... played rough and hard...injured jane and diana..sorrie...almost everyone got injured... ah mat burn.. rolled ard aft class...nats... do i really look like a roly poly when i break fall??hmmm...
went to bedok market for supper.. ate a little.. trace and nats ate like ALOT... they walk me home.. up to the doorstep.. awww so sweet...
todae, woke up like early.. went to school for some fun and fittness.. adventure thingy... walked across the balancing beam and tight roped... had to move from one end to the other... had to help other cross too... tired arms...then there was so dumb mind boggling game... hungry... lunch was provided... nasi lemak... aft that our whole care grp went to juz fool ard on the giant see saw.... everyone went up.. . even ms. choo... her fly was open.. den played with a giant ball... had to keep it up in the air.. stupid game... went there juz to play stupid games... why cant we climb the poles... jump from platform to platform....rock climb?? heard that last yr's games were more physical!!
dad dint go to work todae...heard that master koh and master yeo coming over later.. duno for wad.. hmm...
wonder if i'll get any work done todae...CaT's due on monday.. everything's due on monday... shit...
How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light.
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