Saturday, February 16, 2008 @ 12:23 am
is he really gone???
i still cant believe that he's gone..
i still sit here picturing him pushing on my door
coming in to sit in my room to enjoy the a/c..
but that's going to happen, it aint going to happen..
i picturing him sitting at the main door..
curled up in a ball...
i still watch where i place my foot everytime i walk around the house..
even taking extra care not to jump off the couch
afraid that i might step on him..n hurt him..
but his's gone...
i cant accept that he's gone..
trying so hard not to cry as i write this post..
tears still roll off my cheeks... back to the top?